Remorse

Well, before i feel remorseful at the end of my graduating year I better say a few words. To prove my stand that I indeed appreciated their existence and am being grateful to them for playing a role in my life.

As I walk down the walkway of school's engineering block, I had sharp deep thoughts of what's gonna happen after my poly years. 3 years is gonna pass swiftly, silently like a shadow.People say: Don't live with regrets , cherish what you have right now.

Everyone heard what cherish meant, but have they implied things learnt? Most importantly is, how do they imply it? Acknowledging that life is short is always simple, but being able to engage yourself in cherishing life is not easy because human doesn't know how is it enough to prevent them from feeling remorseful at the end.

Yes, my mind tells me to safeguard your relationship with friends, hold no grudges against them so as to leave school with no regrets. Yes I did , did it all. But till the end, is the gracious attitude of mine that counts ? No, at the end, it is only your overwhleming desire counts.
I wouldn't want my friends to vanish from my sight after spending years nuturing our relationship together. I wouldn't want our moments to stay only as memories to carry down my life. I want them to be part of my life

I may sound like a ' friend-obesession' freak or post like the horror thriller :"roomate",well I think such embarrasing obsession is in every youths.
If you are still denying, there's no way out, cos it's already engrave in your soul. No escaping.