New Outlook

“Uncertainty and mystery are energies of life. Don't let them scare you unduly, for they keep boredom at bay and spark creativity.

Blogger came up with some dynamic designs which made blogs more like an online magazine. For example, my new design is the tumblr-kind of blog where pictures are the focus.My tumblr (hardly updated): TUMBLR-ed! A pretty fresh looking one, but I'm still trying to figure out how to change the colours and fonts. Pretty cumbersome.

September is such a long month, but to think about it, my CPTC training is about to come to an end. My thoughts about it? After 3 weeks of this training, I find it rather useful and makes me knowledgeable in my job scope. Although I am not entirely convinced that I am going to grow up as an engineer but at least I know this is something I could do and probably be my future.

It's a cliche everyone thinks that engineering job is just for man. I can't disagree with that cos even my trainer says women hardly stay long as an engineer due to the exhausting working hours ESPECIALLY for people who stay so far away from the west.(well that would be me)

So what would be left of me? Other than engineer, what can I still work as? It troubles me alot ever since my CPTC training. Ever met somebody who is going to be a working adult anytime and still couldn't make up their mind what they really wanna be?

Next step after Poly is university studies. Am I seriously going to continue this path and be 101% confident that I wouldn't end up slashing myself with unfortunate and miserable future. I need invaluable & effectual advices. I know my parents couldn't help, my sister is studying accounting so asking her for advices would be courting death.

So anyone out there?